This is my Passion we're talking about. Its not a part time job that I can fall into. I need to dig deep, get dirty, prove that I deserve the job. It's a job like none other and I'm up to the challenge. I'm ready to keep on trucking down the weathered path, but I have NOOO idea where it's leading me to. I'm scared; I'm worried; I'm finally ready to make this happen. Patience is my best friend, but I'm my own worst enemy. I need to figure out how it all works before I can enter the market. I'm just stuck. With due time I suppose...I hope...